I was born in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. My main interest as a youth was electronics and
ham radio. I attended college at the University of California at Berkeley, majoring
in physics, thinking that physics was a natural expansion of my early interest in
electronics.
But it wasn't long
before my interests shifted to alternative politics, spirituality, metaphysics, and
songwriting. I read a number of books about Edgar Cayce during this period and it
stimulated my curiosity to possible understanding of realities far beyond my proclivity
for science, rational explanations.
I formed a rock and roll band and played at clubs in
Berkeley and San Francisco. When the band broke up, my girlfriend and I formed a duo where
she would sing the songs I had written and I would back her up playing guitar. We traveled
around the country in a VW bus and were welcomed as hippy emissaries wherever we would go.
There was something inside me that was demanding certain
lessons that I would have to have outside of that relationship. I decided to take a
hitchhiking road trip with just my guitar. I was a bit scared of doing this but I remember
saying to myself that if there was a God, I wanted him to show himself and this trip was
my way of giving God a chance to reveal himself. It was somewhat an act of faith, leaving
Berekeley with no money and no particular destination, but I wanted to act out an
Americana dream in the footsteps of some of my heroes at the time, Bob Dylan, Woody
Guthrie and others who used music as their interface with humanity.
This trip ended up keeping on the road for about 4 years,
countless sofas, various girlfriends and the wealth of experience and growth I hungered
for. Eventually I went to Los Angeles believing I had gotten proficient enough as a
songwriter and entertainer to make a career of it. I had a couple of songs recorded, one
which became a minor hit in Canada and I was cowriting songs with the legendary Brian
Holland of the songwriting team Holland Dozier Holland. Brian was part of the early Motown
team of Holland Dozier Holland in Detroit and had written the melodies for almost all the
songs of the Supremes and the Four Tops including the hits, How Sweet it is to be Loved by
you, Reach Out, I Hear a Symphony, Baby Love, Standing in the Shadow of Love, and many
more classics.
I had experienced many synchronicities (miracles of
perfect timing) and I thought my success as a songwriter and entertainer was just a matter
of time. But something happened which totally reversed my fate. One of my songs was
rewritten and became a hit without my name on it. (I should note that this had nothing to
do with Brian Holland). My life fell apart. I became afraid to let anyone hear my music
and withdrew. I ended up selling products at swap meets and street fairs to survive. It
began as a temporary stopgap for my withdrawal from the music business which I intended to
return to, but I had gotten into a rut that I didn't know how to get out of.
I traveled around Southern California making enough money
to just survive, living hand to mouth from one weekend to the next. Then in 1998, at the
end of an event in San Diego, I said to myself that if I had to live the rest of my life
as a street vendor, I would rather die on the spot. I purchased a notebook at local drug
store and began writing my thoughts of the day, which came out in the form of free style
poems. I wrote about street fairs. I wrote about the cute women passing my space, I would
write about whatever was happening in the moment. Most of all I got excited because I
discovered I could still write. I didn't have to die.
I began sending my poems over the internet to different
websites and publications and I was getting published with great acknowledgements. I
solicited a metaphysical web magazine – Spirit of Ma'at – to publish
some poems and they responded that they didn't publish poetry and invited me to write an
article for them. I interviewed a well known author and the interview was well received,
so they invited me to be a staff writer and would pay me for articles every month which
they would assign to me. Initially this was quite a challenge. I was used to writing what
I wanted, when I wanted and now I had to write within the restriction of a discipline. But
I was surprisingly good at it and my articles were well received.
It was somewhere around 1999 that I discovered the
website of David Wilcock, where David revealed in one section that he had a
"resonance"; with Edgar Cayce. I read David's story carefully and decided that
if he was telling the truth, he had to be the reincarnation of Cayce. I petitioned my
editor at Spirit of Maat to let me interview David. She looked at his website and reported
back to me that he was some kind of whacko. I persisted and eventually she reluctantly
gave the go ahead, but wouldn't guarantee to run the story until she evaluated it. The day
after I sent her the story, she phoned me and passionately proclaimed I was right; David
had to be the return of Cayce. Then she said that I was the one to write the book about
it, which led to the writing of The Reincarnation of Edgar Cayce?, released in March of
2004 and published by North Atlantic Books in Berkeley.
Two years into writing the book, in April of 2004, the
story of my personal experience of inter-dimensional communication commenced where two
girlfriends in a row spontaneously started to channel a voice which identified itself as
the Council of Elohim. This experience included very precise future predictions, a miracle
of healing, and wise personal counseling. I asked many questions about the premises of the
book I was writing and received independent conformation for many of the more far out
premises in the book.
I googled the word Elohim and found the following
references - the creator God of this universe, the God of the Old Testament, and the group
that was communicating with Joseph Smith, the founder of Mormon Church. I asked if they
were the same Elohim and they answered “part of the same”. I asked
"Why me?" They compared me to a cosmic midwife and said I would eventually
be bringing these messages to the world. From my point of view, there was no way to know I
was really talking to the Elohim. I was still evaluating if it was positive. And I was in
the middle of writing the book on the reincarnation of Edgar Cayce. I was afraid if I
talked about my personal experience, I would never find a publisher and lose my
credibility as an author. The book was controversial enough without having an author who
had two girlfriends in a row spontaneously announce; "Those guys want to talk to
you." and I'd be speaking with a voice that identified itself as the Council of
Elohim, the creator God of our universe. Keep in mind that I'm not drawing conclusions
here. I'm just reporting the facts and I'll leave it up to you to draw the conclusions.
And if it all gets to far out, just go back and enjoy my songs and poems and forget I ever
mentioned all this inter-dimensional stuff.