Q: Can you tell me why my calves get so tired?

X: This is a perceived lack on the part of the entity where, for lifetimes, the entity
has felt a lack of groundedness and support from those around him in his
environment, thus physiologically manifesting this "lack" in the calves-- in the
current sitution there is an undoing of the past pattens and the support wanted is
granted, now there must be an opening of the heart and acceptance in a gentle
way, that support is freely and lovingly given and need not be pushed away, nor
belittled

Q: Can you give an example of some of these past lives?

X: There are many. There were lifetimes where a child, as a young boy, was lost
as an orphan, another as he was given away in indentured servitude because his
parents could not afford another child, there have been many such ones as this, it is
important not to focus on the past, but on the present undoing

Q: This entity has gone through many different things in this lifetime, is this all part
of the undoing process?

X: It is, also a willingness to consolidate much experience in a contracted unit of
time/space

Q: Did the entity contract to do this before he entered this body?

X: He did, the decision was re-affirmed at the age of 13 and 3 months

Q. Why is it that I am so capable of doing these things?

X. You've been prepared for many lifetimes to be of assistance. You are as a
midwife, a stellar birther.

Q. So when I am writing, am I writing from my own consciousness or am I having
assistance from other places?

X. It is primarily from what you would term your earth bound consciousness
however you have antennas to these other places. And as painters put in touches
of gold and silver to highlight different colors with their works, so you do this also
with your own imagination from other realms not of the earth domain.

Q. Oftentimes when I hear of other people question a source like yourself, they
don't seem to access the in formation quite as clearly as we're getting it. Often
times there's a comment like "that information would be in violation of the law of
confusion." Is there a reason why we're able to access this information?

X. We would say that the intent for the use of this information is fairly clear and
pristine and that both you and the instrument have enough courage and
wherewithal to use the information properly. thus it is allowed to be given to you.

Q. I am honored to have that kind of trust.

X. You have done the requisite work. As you do the requisite work added
responsibilities and benefits are added on to you. This is the way the laws of the
universe work.

Q. Would betting at horse races be a good way to make money

X. we would suggest that you stay away from such gambling. It is of your
demeanor of past lives of speculation that you are interested in such things. There
is nothing inherently wrong with betting . the energies would pull you into old
patterns which are not beneficial to your growth at this time

Q: Do I have a previous connection with my dog?

X: We do not see a previous connection with the one known as Obie, there is a
willingness for the present entity to help said canine evolve into higher realms. He
has come as a helpmate to you

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